i am,
but a phase,
a stage in life,
for many few,
i am,
but a bump,
in the road,
just for you to,
slow down,
even in,
a rush,
i am,
but an infatuation,
one you can,
only obsess,
for such a short,
while
i am,
but the soul,
holding on for,
what we call love,
i am,
but the body,
begging for touch,
maybe even lust,
i am,
but many things,
the girl,
the boy,
the soul,
the body,
the bump,
the phase,
the soul,
the love,
that never was,
i am,
i woke up,
this morning,
and you weren't,
really there,
i woke up,
after a few days,
you were still,
no longer there,
i woke up,
another month,
you were not,
asleep beside me,
i woke up,
and time,
decides it never,
wanted you,
beside me,
the thing is,
i never slept,
you were never,
there beside me,
i woke up,
and i was alone,
it's time for me to sleep,
if i could tell you,
how beautifully,
you tie your words together,
would you believe me,
or if i could tell you,
that i miss you dearly,
not because i loved you,
but because i wanted,
to be you,
i dare not call it jealousy,
because it does not hurt,
i dare not call it,
anything evil,
but the pure appreciation,
of a living person,
you are so beautiful,
what goes on in your head,
my sweet buttercup,
maybe if these years,
had not gone by,
lonely without you,
would i be closer,
to knowing who you,
really are,
maybe if i had only,
been a little sweeter,
a little more patient,
a little nicer,
a little happier,
a little
i never wanted a flower garden,
but you gave me one,
you gave me lilies,
and daffodils,
and dandelions too,
there were beautiful lilacs,
of all different colors,
i was so happy,
there were lavenders,
you gave me poppy too,
oh look there are tulips,
many iris too,
you told me,
it was all for me,
but when you scurried back,
away from me,
i noticed there weren't roses at all,
i never wanted a flower garden,
now i want a rose garden,
with red roses so passionate,
or white roses so pure,
maybe yellow roses to envy,
i want a rose garden,
but you never came back,
you never gave me a rose garden,
i waited for three nights,
i
it seems i quit, such a shame.
i'm more involved in high school now, which is such a pain.
i'll miss you, dA, i'll come visit often.
i dumped you for tumblr
1. Put your iTunes, WMP, etc. on shuffle
2. For each question, press next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
the past should stay dead.
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
sequins and kisses.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
hills like white elephants.
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
back in your head.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
starlight.
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
hang me up to dry.
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
the kill.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
circles.
WHAT IS 2+2?
nineteen.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU